I met this girl, her name is Maja in April 2026, she goes by Jade so that’s what we will use. At the very start Jade seemed cool, she seemed like she needed a break from life, from drama. Like she somewhat hated her party focused lifestyle because it made her a bad person, a person that wouldn’t keep promises, that would keep ruining everything around her. When I met her all I did for days was to just hear her out. I never told her what to do, I almost never told her what I thought or what I would do. All I did was ask her questions that led her to new conclusions.
When I met her she has a fresh ex-girlfriend named Karolina. Jade cheated on her with some random girl because after breaking into another exes account, Zosias, she saw chats with Karolina, that made her think Karolina cheated on her with Zosia, so she treated that cheating with a rando as revenge. Only Karolina was just playing with her, because she knew Jade would get access to those texts, that she would keep overextending boundaries. At the time it made Karolina look back, especially with the fact that Jade was being pushed further and further by her, so I was on Jades side.
After a few weeks of knowing each other through text, talking A LOT and becoming close through our deep conversations about feelings, meaning of life, goals, etc, we decided to meet up in her home city, a 2 hour drive for me.
That first meeting went well, we had so much fun just talking, being around each other. We drove her car which is a Renault Megane 2 CC, and gosh I haven’t driven a convertible in a long time. We wanted to go to a nearby lake but we had a problem with closing the roof, which caused me to meet almost the entire extended family when we drove there to seek help with this issue, which was resolved rather quickly. We finally arrived at the lake when we walked onto this semi-broken wooden platform and just sat there, talking. She said that she just comes there sometimes, that it’s her spot. She really seemed lost, and at that time I admit I was lost too, so when she leaned closer and said how she loves my eyes, life just felt simple for a moment and we kissed.
After leaving the lake I’ve decided to stay the night at her request, I booked a hotel in Wrocław and we had a really, really passionate sex. For that few hours I felt like I found my soulmate, like after years of looking, of being rejected, used, hurt, abused, I found the one that understood it all.
I felt like this girl was placed on this earth just for me, just to understand my pain. It was like she could read me, she placed her hands in all the right places, she said all the right things, things I’ve yearned for since I can remember. She made me feel welcomed, safe. It was the first time in forever since I wasn’t afraid to fall asleep next to someone.
I fell for that girl that night. Not because we fucked, not because she wanted me. Because I wanted myself when I was with her. For the entire day I liked myself, because I finally felt seen.
After waking up in the morning we had sex one more time and played with each other in the shower again after that. It’s like we couldn’t leave each other, I didn’t want to leave, I couldn’t see myself leaving and I think she couldn’t see it either.
But I had to, I completely forgot about work, and I knew right then that I would be an hour late, so I rushed her back to her city, back home, I said some silly line about already missing her and I rushed the 2 hour drive back to work, getting a speeding ticket somewhere along the way. But it didn’t matter. I arrived at work, an hour late, hair all messy, holding a 300 PLN ticket in my hand, and I looked at the phone, at a new message from her and I thought “that was worth it”. It was all worth it because I found her.
A few days later I came again, this time by train. Her ex, Karolina wanted to come for a tattoo Jade promised her but Maja told her not to come, Karolina came anyway when I was at dinner with Jade. At least, that’s what Jade told me at the time.
So after waiting a few hours in her car, she came outside and drove me to the train station, saying that this would be the last time Karolina ever showed up, that she would finish this tattoo and be done with her.
A few days later, Jade came over to my city for majówka, a few day break in the begging of may. Come over is an understatement, since there weren’t any tickets or even any meaningful connections I decided to drive over to her and bring her back here.
The first day we spent here was truly magical, and made me fall for her even more. We went to grab food and this really good restaurant I haven’t visited in forever called Żurownia, then we came home where we had sex for like 2 hours. We chilled for a bit and then went for a walk across the city, grabbing some ice cream and finally returning home to grab my car and drive out to a lake grabbing some more food along the way.
In one of our chats Jade said that she always wanted to go to a picnic, so I decided to surprise her with one. We went to the most popular lake in my city, I grabbed a blanket and we spent an hour talking, eating and just looking at the sunset.
Honestly, at that time I just felt alive, like a real person. After the sunset we went to my fav bar and meet with my friend, a bantender named Eve. We hanged out there for a bit and then I let her drive my car to Katowice,
tbc