Alice's Garden

How do I say that we left it on good terms, even with everything talked out
when you dictated the terms, made up your mind beforehand
and forced them on me

you would have left anyways
no matter the cries
the begging
the whining

you would have left no matter what
you wanted to leave
you wanted her
I wasn't her

Now... if I wait it will never be me
If I keep pushing or move on, it will never be you
So, what do I do?

How do I forgive myself for losing you
How do I forgive you, for taking yourself away from me
How do I live knowing it was supposed to be you
How do I live knowing you don't want it to be me

you never wanted me
but I'll always want u